-------- Original Message --------
||Friday, September 24, 2004 11:33 PM
Linda Sue, You sound so much like Kenny when you say you made
some mistakes. I've yet to hear you say that this Dr. situation
has been a pile of poop in our life. Not a piece of chocolate
cake that you desire but can't have. Let me hear you say specifically
what you have done. What mistakes do you admit to? Let me tell
you a few important ones, as I see them.
[80 words about phone calls and Linda's February 7th broadcast.]
3. Buying tickets behind my back and planning on going on
vacation to Florida with him behind my back. It doesn't make
any difference whether Brenda was going with you or not, it was
still wrong. ...
[339 words regarding allegedly planned trips, phone calls, phone cards, and a cell phone, bringing the
mistakes Linda has to admit to up to 7.]
Linda, I could go on and on but I've said enough for you to
get the point that at some time in your life you will have to
confess these sins to the Lord if you want his blessings on your
new ministry. And at some point if you want to come back and
start over with me, you have to at least acknowledge all of the
above and more was wrong. You gave your heart to that man a long
Linda, your sins are destroying your ministry that God called
you to do. Not mine or anyone else's but yours. You need to understand
I did not over react. I did the only thing that I knew how
to do to keep you from going into the arms of another man and
destroying our 20 yr marriage and ministry together. Had I slapped
you around it would have been wrong. Had I done nothing but watch
it all, I would have been wrong. I tried to intervene by getting
spiritual counselors that I thought you would listen to. You
did not and still don't.
Mark Finley told you the FIRST thing you had to do to start
restoration was to drop the Dr. and you have refused. I will
not be in a relationship with you as long as you think that this
man is your friend and you want to run to him everytime something
doesn't go your way.
Before I will let that happen, I am willing to stay away from
the woman I love more than anything in the world, for the rest
of my life. I could not live under those terms.
I have to see some actions on your part about dropping this
Dr. first. Otherwise don't call and ask me questions about how
it's going to be if you come back to 3ABN. I will NEVER take
you back as long as you're so deceived that you think this man
is your friend. He, not me, will ultimately be your destruction
here and possibly in the eternity.
Please quit pointing your finger to me and ask God to show
you the truth about what you have done. This man is not going
to marry you. If he did, he will not treat you like a queen,
making over your beauty and giving you back rubs and foot rubs,
and allowing you to run freely with his money. He wants a Suzy
homemaker. This relationship will end one way or the other. It
will not last as it was spond by the devil. He knew your price,
to get you to give your heart to another man.
It may have started innocent enough on your part, but it has
become a far cry from innocent many months ago. As a Professional,
he knew he was destroying your relationship with me all along.
He coveted you and has now deceived you.
I've thought about this too Linda. I'm not willing to go back
to that misery of always knowing you were driving around talking
to him for hours at a time planning ways to be together all behind
my back. I can never take anything like that again. It nearly
tore my heart out. I truly hope it never happens to you!
I'll always love you. You are the love of my life. If we get
together again, there will never be room for the Dr. or any other
man in our life, the rest of our lives. The marriage counselors
told me privately that 10 men can't fill the emotional needs
that you have now. They said this Dr. will never satisfy you
when it's just you and him. You will never satisfy each other.
You two would never trust each other either because down deep,
you both know what you have done, and you know it is wrong and
Love is forever!
from the love of your life
to the love of my life.
ps. I miss the old Linda terribly. Please do the right thing.
If it doesn't work for us, please let's don't be enemies.
God could not bless either of us if we hate each other. We have
to forgive. Linda I have already forgiven you. That's why I'm
able to help you for the last several months. I just want to